Happy Halloween everyone!
I'm going to a party at Zoo tonight, and it sure will be a lot of fun, just like last year. I dress up as Poison Ivy. My hair's already red (but more dark, sadly), i have green greasepaint, i have green fake lashes (but perhaps i'll use the black or the red ones...). Sadly i don't have a green corsett, so i have to wear my red one. With my short red skirt

I finally renewed my subscription yesterday. *sigh* Now everything's back to "normal" *laughs*

I have been to a ASP-Concert a few days ago. Crap, this was awesome! One of the best concerts i've ever been.

My life's pretty hectic at the moment. But i enjoy it. I have promised it in some special way... To enjoy my life. Everybody should make the best out of his life. Don't waste your time with stuff you hate.
*sigh* Life's too short to waste it.
I'm afraid of the day, i will lose this special person. But, the day will sure come. And it looks like he'll be the first of us to go to the other side. I hate thinking about it. But what else should i do? Close my eyes and ignore the facts?
Why can't my heart beat for the two of us? Why can't i give his heart a bit of the strengh of mine?
I won't lose another person so close to me. He's my soulfriend, my better half. Besides all the new things in our "relationship", he's my best friend. No matter what everyone else thinks. He's the one who understands me, he's the one, telling me i'm a great person... But he is. He's four years younger than i am, but in some cases much wiser than me.
I'll never stop smiling, i'll never stop laughing. For i promised this to him. But i couldn't promise to do so as often as i do now.
Figuratively i'm on his skin... on his back, being the tree to hold the backbone, together with a few other persons. Figuratively he's on my back, for i will always think of him, while watching my clefs.
I'll never be without him. Even the day will come when i have to say goodbye...
For this, i will enjoy every single second, for everyone could be the last...

But now i have to start dressing up... He'll be waiting for me Will be fun.
Happy Halloween, everybody! Enjoy yourself and you beloved ones!